sometimes it feels like i just cant breathe.

My new house has turned out to be amazing,im lovin life livin in thousand oaks,great place,great people.My room almost all done which is great,my dads been away in minneapolis then hes going to china for two weeks real soon,so its really just been me and my mom. been hangin out with carrick and his friends alot lately,there funny guys haha.Went and saw hot fuzz with zach on friday,haha funny movie but a bit drawn out but had fun with zach. went to EARTH CRISIS REUNIUN SHOW  last night,AMAZING,9 bands played and fuck it was great.thats all.

My birthday was unbelievably great,I got
-a laptop!
-cupcake pillow,cupcake paper
-2 pairs of jeans,sweater,2 shirts
-bathrobe
-pjs&bras
-money$$$
needless to say i was all smiles.My room is a complete mess from moving and have no plans on cleaning it up till we move,moving the rest of the week,all my stuff will be at the new house by the 20th.Its been a real nice couple of weeks,except the fact that everyones stressed of moving.
April 20th-cobalt,ill be there
*ill post pics of my new room soon enough.

Still learning.Still loving.Still living.Still losing.Still gaining.Still giving.Still hurting.Still remembering.Still forgetting.Still paying.Still begining.still happy.still ending.Still Growing up.

I have realized that for the last two and a half years every night ive slept at home i listen to the spill canvas to go to sleep to.I constantly rub my feet together at nighttime before bed because it gives me some sort of comfort.If i dont want to think about someone or something i completely pack my day with things that take up time and energy so i dont think about those things.the silly little things you realize.

which doesnt kill you,only makes you stronger....